Since 1977 till today, I have spent all these years giving and giving. Result, I am alone, all my friends, relatives, pupils, patients, have abandoned me. In todays life, the reality of my existence is based on paid relations. No purity, no one no true love, all dead and gone. I don’t expect nothing from humans rather than hate and the begging pose, either for my time or my father´s money. I had to fight physically and to steal to survive. I am being monitored by the Videira and Seixas Portuguese nazi lawyers with police equipment. Civilization is almost gone too, so if my grand mother was here she would say, ´go spazieren´ Alex.

Lisbon, October 16th 2018